I feel like split into two. I don’t know. My mood is just so up and down any second. It is hilarious and sad at the same time… I’m with my sister and I’m so happy but at the same time… I don’t know. I don’t miss the way it works home. I think how all the americans should be glad that they are living here. You have no idea how many opportunities you have. I want to go home and I want to stay. I want to feel fine but I can’t . I can though. I feel happy because all the little stuff, all the words that might seem simple & unimportant, but they mean much… I don’t know…